| dead but dreaming ( @ 2005-08-21 19:42:00 |
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| Current music: | nine inch nails - hurt |
The asprin taste is back...
It seems like with the exception of few, my lj posts have been about sorrow and lifelessness.. Well, this is another one. Nothing hurts more than knowing that the life you want more than anything else doesn't want you in return.
It hurts to swallow.
My chest is in pain.
Hands are shaking.
My back hurts from trying to pick up the pieces.
ugh.. i'll add more when i can stomach focusing on anything.
j
-=Addition I=-
What pisses me off is the fact that my posts are suffering by being filled with utter shit with no real substance (seemingly). Jesus, and to think that I used to get praise of my intellect and linguistical surgery. *shakes head* What a fucking waste.
Feel free to read past entries and roll with laughter in the hilarity that is my life's happenings! *glee!*
j